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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Friday, July 30, 2010
Hard to let go? Though communication is very important with anyone regardless of whatever or how they are related for, Or whether me liking whatever label, Its is all so hard to get by. Whats the point of all these when all will leave me in the end? If we have known this earlier, we shouldn't even have started it but well, its all too late. There is no way i can ever forget this but i will continue on. I managed to get by one and i'll be able to get by another one. Well today went fine and i went home. It was a silent walk home. Now? resting Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Moving on Had a very good day today. After school, went to Fion's house today. At first we go there slack alittle then play. After that, the guys came in. Then we went to cut the cake. Poor fion got the cake smashed in the face by kaevin. Hi yo! kenna tickled badly by him again! Until he scratched me. He went on with ber and to fion then to shaun. He is so random! Fine~ no point thinking about it now. Overall the day was fine but forgot to write in my personal journal yesterday-.- Well, thats all for today. Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Decision making I know you feel bad but i just can't stop thinking about it. I think if we just stay the way we currently are, we will be fine. So lets just keep it the way it is now. Monday, July 26, 2010
Second chances I know everyone deserves second chances and i know you deserves one too But i just can't keep thinking about it. Even if i were to be with you, i will still think about what you have done. And all this would cause unneccesary troubles. Sunday, July 25, 2010
I don't know what to say... I keep looking at it again and again and i still can't think of what to do... Is hurting them really feeling that great? I know you don't feel so as you are guilty. I also always wanted to feel two timing too but i never did. Because i know one has to be really commited to it. Should i continue on this with you or end it off? There is nothing much i can think of because i really suck at things like this. But i don't really like all these neither. Whats more you did it twice! What should i do about all these mixed feelings. I shouldn't be thinking so much about these. I don't want to. Friday, July 23, 2010
Being my Kor's rule as i always says to friends There is a very simple rule about being my kor and i always tells it to my friend. When that person is my kor, we will not be and relationship closer because being my kor is already a very high position and it will stay like that for quite long^^ So there you have it. My rule for being my kor^^ Thursday, July 22, 2010
National day coming Yup, its drifting itself closer and closer~ To reply amabel's question, I'll be doing national day parade in school. And i learnt all today and have to get used to it today! I've lack of alot of practice in handling the 'rifle' but anyways, its heavy! Like throwing it straightly up and having to grab it smartly~ -.- And saluting with it is another hard part. Most importantly, we have to stand there long and holding the heavy thing, ehem~ But overall i'm still kind of excited of the whole thing~ We have to march really slowly and take really small steps! Okays... but end of that. History field trip was kinda b____g Today was kind of fun and not really that interesting in conclusion. Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Its not us is you! As the title says. Its not our class. Its you guys that can't take losing. NEITHER HAVE YOU GUYS GET TO SAY WE SUCK OR JEER AT US WHEN WE GET OUR PRIZES. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE THE ONE. AND IF YOU SAY WE SWITCH PLAYERS AROUND, DOESN'T IT APPLIES TO ALL OF YOU TOO. WE ONLY HAVE TWO EXCELLENCE LEAGUE PEOPLE IN OUR TEAM BUT YOU SWOOPED ALL. SHOULDN'T WE SAY YOU GUYS ARE THE REAL CHEATERS? THEN N1'S TEACHER MADE US LOSE WHEN THEY ALSO SWITCH FOR THE NEXT GAME WHILE WE WERE ALL STATIONARY THERE AND HE WAS THERE GIVING YOU GUYS ADVICES. SHOULDN'T WE SAY YOU GUYS CHEATED MORE? N2, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SAY THAT TO US. SORE LOSERS! IF YOU CAN'T TAKE FAILURE, YOU YOURSELF ARE A WORST FAILURE! YOU ARE THE WORST! M2M back! Muahahaha! Soon M2M songs will fill up my blog~ Found some more songs of it and currently downloading more~           Guess what, we won! WOO! double win! our class won! OH i love this week! NDP parade is getting nearer and i'm kind of tensed. Hope i'll be able to do it! Thursday, July 15, 2010
Long time no post~ Hahas... really long time no post. going back to korean drama ijimae. muahaha! still not korean freak~ today school got most of my timme sticking my head in a book which i have read for many times but keep reading again. last lesson was eng and mr tay got our blood boiling as we were once again seperated into boys vs girls and boys won :( first time in their lifetime><. hahas... to update ppl reading, in these days i've not been online was because my great grandma passed away. but wait, don't send your condolance as i don't really know her. reason? digging into family history~ Great grandpa had two wives and this one is the smaller one. the older one is my real great grandma and passed away when i was p2. other then that? watch twilight~! leant on Li Xian's shoulder. real comfy~ the movie was nice too. upcoming, going to compass food fair. anyone want tag? it ends on 18th this month(july) rather tired after all these but , don't worry about me. i'm perfecctly fine.^^ and LT want me to support her in her chior stuff too. should i or should i not go? hmm.. still waiting for JB and ZZ to make up their mind. Cheryl=) 15/7/2010 Friday, July 2, 2010
Interesting day~ Today school was a total bored~!>< okies next! hahas! skip lessons part. Actually was somehow looking forward to girl guides start derh. But then Miss Dino wasn't there!>< Miss Choo was kinda like,:'nvm. you can be dismissed' at 1 plus. I was like what the? But its is also no wonder~ after GG today, went home got pissed of with bro. -.- NVM! After that, I was chatting with Li Xian alittle... Hee... just say, I'm pro! His at my mercy tomorrow! muahahahaha! Then went fetch berber cause it was raining alittle. but was kinda HEAVY! haha then met him then play alittle badmin and slack alittle too. Before we knew it, it was already the end. Time passes first when you are having fun indeed. Gotten something sweet today. hahas.... well thats all for updating. Cheryl^^ 2/july/2010 |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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