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Sunday, August 29, 2010
Nice weekend This weekend was rather okay. Though i missed the fun i was supposed to have but well, its still a weekend well spent:) Yesterday, morning i was bored stiff at home! urgh! i was lying on the bed shutting myself out being damn pissed off with anything and everything~ to make things worst, i had a very bad runny nose that i could faint. Secondly, My gramps was purposely pissing me off that until i yell at them they will shut up. When they already know i was in a freaking bad mood. Okays i know i was still wrong to be shouting at them. But with my mood then, i was ready to get real mad. After they left, the house was empty with me and my bro. I figured out that i couldn't stay in that freaking house any longer so i jio friends out with me to cp. We met at cp in 3 plus to 4 and started playing hide and seek with an old friend who wouldn't want to come out and see us. Found her at last but she still slipped away-.- After that, went to arcade play alittle bit then went to buy bubble tea. LT wanted me to try wearing femine dress so went metro with her then tried one not my type but she like it. After that went hn. ZZ say want play lan so go there and i don't want play. LT forgot her acc then i had to lend her my acc to play. Me and Bam was too bored and i was in thirst of sweet so went to hm's minitoon buy some sweet. No gummy bear but got gummy car and plane. Then went back pei them play a few rounds then went home. End of yesterday. Today, was fine work up with a better condition then yesterday. After that recovered from my bad bad runny nose. Booted up lapp at about 11 plus and is still using it now. Had a mini argument with wei hong about using com for long hours~ Oh yar the xuan's prob she decided not to meet the childish guy so no prob:) wahahahahaha i beat wei hong in arguing with him. He was on the verge on vomiting blood was i was on the verge of laughing like mad. wahahhaahha! I'm so great in arguing after the court matter. There will still be one more court session in class and it will be the last sadly... I'll always cause it to side track alittle teehee.... But anyways, defence is still on the winning pace:) Prosecution is so gonna lose. Wahhahhaahahahh! JY defence! We must win and retarded hao min supported prosecution... Or else defence full marks in judges panel:( Bought a hot pink hairband on sat for stupid James too. Gonna buy another baby pink one soon. Friday, August 27, 2010
Day for torture Muahahahaha! I'm so evil!!!! Today we played the Kim's game which is a game whereby you have to use your five senses. Me and Eugenia were in charge of the taste so oh well, i found some nice and nasty thing for them:) for sour, i got a lime which is rather a bonus as it really smells so nice and tasted great as we made a juice out of it after that. For bitter, we found a small bitter gourd and it wasn't really successful as they can't taste it out whether its was bitter or not. One even went to bite it and still can't make out the taste. Whats wrong with their taste buds?! The most nasty part is we bought a chili! It was very red and since we are the one in charge of it, we don't have to taste it! woohoo! After that, we squeezed the lime and added some fruit punch and made drinks out of it. Muahahaha! Today was kind of fun as we get to torture them and they can't do it back on us. I know people will think, you wait and see when is your turn! I know~ Tomorrow Xuan Xuan will go settle her business.... really hope i can go. Hope Zhen which is accompanying her will not act too rashly. As people our age tends to be more rush. Pray that it will be just an apology and all will turn out fine. As long as Zhen don't aggravate the guy and he is willing to talk calmly i guess it will be fine. I'll pray for their safety too. Try to talk my mom into letting me go out tomorrow to make sure Zhen don't act rashly!>< Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Bored I did this for the sake of updating my blog -.- Have you kissed anyone in the past 48 hours? nope. Is someone on your mind right now? yeap What's the last thing you ate? Ice cream How many hours did you sleep last night? Approxiamtely 12-6.50 In the past week have you watched cartoons? Yea Did you see a boy/girl today that made you smile? Zhen Xuan Bam alot! Are you ready to get out of this town? Can't wait Does anyone know your password besides you? Nope What is your current mood? Trying to get more ice cream to eat. The highlight of your week? Trying hard to cry Who were the last people you ate with? Myself What do you miss alot about the old days? Can't remember Have you ever told someone you loved them? Of course Do people underestimate you? Definitely When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood? Think of the clear environment and the cool breeze in the beach Do you wish someone would call you? Not really. If you're being extremely quiet whats it mean? I'm tired. Never to be sad cause i'll smile even more when i'm sad. What's the last movie you saw? Not in theater? The Ring What is under your bed currently? The floor What's the last thing someone bought you? A cute alien Last thing you bought yourself? Food When was the last time you cried? Just now was trying to tear is that counted? Do you own a pair of shoes over 50 dollars? Yea What could be done to make things better for you? My mom will think through and my family are more normal What time did you get up this morning? Why? 6.50 am for school Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't? Not yet Do you listen to your friend's advice when they give it to you? Sometimes Could you last an hour without talking? Its not anything difficult? Were you happy when you woke up today? Nope as i was pulled out of bed by mom Who was the last person you laid in a bed with? My grandaunt Do you hate being alone? Sometimes not really as people have different needs at different time What are some things you do when you're mad? Vent in off or just write about it in my com What are you listening to right now? With you by linkin park Are there any stressful situations in your life? Definitely Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook? Denzel, his perverted no offence When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? Recently If you could be anywhere right now, where would you besome where outside ? Yea somewhere cool and peaceful to find some peace Who have you texted today? Denzel If you had the chance to move to a completely different province, would you? Yes Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time? Hao Min in his goofy ways Would you ever get someone’s name tattooed on you? Maybe but its would not look nice at all Does your family have family picnics? Once in a year ? No What's the closest thing to you that is red? My phone that has a dynamic ruby red at the back:) Ever thrown a house party while your parents were gone out? I would die if they know Plan on getting drunk or high today? Yes Do you always answer your phone? Do i have a choice? How many animals have you had in your life? Not many Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life? There will definitely be Do you shower in the morning or at night? If i feel like Do you feel awkward when strangers say "hi" to you? Not really, i'll just question myself "do i even know you" as i get that often and is used to it already Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Audi is back to being my full time game. As a distraction and also to socialize. Getting real agitated to think about it when i'm playing Gonna learn swimming soon! Hehehe... Finally then i'll be able to swim properly~ School went fine today. No pratical but music was playing with guitar. While i was struming the chords, i hurt my fingers alittle. teehee... But we were really lucky to have gotten the guitar instead of the boring keyboard-.- Keyboard, please take no offense in it. i'll want to learn you too but currently no. Muahahaha i'm so evil. Teacher's day coming and we will be going back to PPS. Andrea and LT say they going but varies in the timing of dismissal too. ZZ say she going and she will change clothes if John goes to impress him. Wants me bring extra clothes change with her too.-.- Wonder if JJ going... amongst us she is the lest enthu about it. Rachel say not chipping in but also dunno she want go anot. The other two? Of course dunno! Promised to bring class photo of last year. Have to buy class photo for this year too. Wonder how the year book will look like then.. Been feeling restless recently wanting to sleep in class~ But i do sleep before midnight. Retarded James want me to buy him a hot pink hairband. He saw the one i bought for Hao Min think he jealous also want one-.- Guys in class are liking hairbands alot. Taking mine and bam's daily and asking me help them buy. Top favourite colour, HOT PINK! Matte hot pink. haha funny right? Sunday, August 22, 2010
Another song i have recently like, wedding dress. Quite a sad story but blame him for not being brave enough to express his love in front of others. Though theres nothing wrong in keepinf low profile but still if he had been faster, not hesitant and more brave, he could have got the girl. Sunday things are starting to come back to place alittle bit. Hey the person reading this, you know who you are, do remember to update you blog also. Know that you should be quite busy but do remember to update~ Some guys smsing me are so freaking horny. Kind of tired too...  Friday, August 20, 2010
Cough cough cough Today was kind of interesting.... But was coughing non stop today. Cough until my throat is going to burst already!>< Chinese lesson keep teasing teacher~ always tease him~ History, copy down notes then do mind map. After that art like slacking only, but still drew a little bit and it came out real not nice. Then math also do classwork only. Next home ec Ashley is so damn weak. Only 200 lines then cry such a guy and such a cry-baby. Lit Mr Tay want us to focus on drama but not really acting out. Go around the class and act some funny things but cannot laugh. Well, since i really can't laugh out that much, so i passed it quite well. Impressed? Muahahaha~ Guides theory but Miss Dino brought Junie along. To show her how bias she is to both me and Eugenia, the both of them dotes on us alot and gave us the easier question but we can help the others too. Muahahahaha! And theory was really fun too~ Hope my coughings will be over soon. For it really hurts the throt like mad>< You better be doing better then me~ Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Things ain't going smoothly but i will remain firm Don't be so sad and emo you can always come to me. Want you to be always happy and cheerful cheer up! Today YOG badminton semi final The last game was all kinda real nerve breaking. Cause we have classmates on both countries~ Thailand vs. Malaysia. Though i want Malaysia to win, they lost... I bet with my friend about the chores for home ec and i lost too~ T.T Now, i'll have to be stuck to washing dished-.- Things are not going as smoothly as i want too. But there will always be obstacles ahead in our lifes. To keep us through all this we need to think positively and that at the end of the day we will be having fun. Just keep thinking at these points and you'll be able to pull it through. It always starts with a rough patch but there will always be a light to pull us through. Everyone has to go through sour and bitterness before they can experience sweet right? Agreed? Friday, August 13, 2010
This girl here needs a peace of her mind! The guy reading that will be replying back, Be happy! Life consist of both positive and negatives. Look more on the positives! Today was a very freak day~ lessons were boring as usual but last lesson wasn't so. Mr tay was talking to us about some funny brain memorising song Real freaking funny but xuan xuan still not back this whole week. After school was rushing to take flag from npcc room then rush to the chinese class. i ran the and did not greeted some people somemore! I sure die sure die~ Someone that person was right in front of me!>< Then i ran up the stairs to meet chia jin aka handsome which is really NOT! back to the story... when i was there eugenia caught up with me and we were like looking for him seeing him nowhere with me rushing to go to chinese class and no time for lunch too! He then came-.- finally~ He came with a really funny opening speech "first time seeing such a handsome face?" me, "you not even one!" lols... funny.. got the flag rush to put it and ran down to the class. Tease Mr Lim abit about his relationship with the teacher taking us for the enrichment class. some like saying is the teacher a male or female. Ehh.. 'cher, your relationship with the teacher seems alittle abnormal... things like that. Chinese class kinda funny me and sheryl was like joker of the class keep laughing like mad. then went for guides in the end, no guides today. borrowed a book from llibrary and then went home read until sleep i know i'm the perfect piggy oink! woke up abruptly by mom for dinner lols thats all for today folks~! Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Not pissed? Glad you are not mad with me and berber~ But don't be mad at them too. Kinda bored off today so will just be a short post Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Sorry to you Sorry for ruining you sat. Know you are pissed cos we keep changing plans. Had a eventful national day celebration though. But at night, was stuck with my family in a cramped up(just how i felt but its quite big) hotel just to look at the fireworks which i think is kind of lame! I'll rathered go out with friends then be stucked with my mom that got me so freaking bored yesterday! Saying what i'll have to be with her even for next year. FREAK! I wouldn't want to be stuck with you for the rest of my life! That is such a selfish thought! I really can't stand you!>< Next year, if you want me to stay with you, i'll rather stay at home and watch the celebration on tv and sms my friends! Such a selfish person... you do not own me! Tired from yesterday was not really that excited and can't feel the excitment yesterday... all because of her and her selfish thoughts.. Today YOG torch relay was really fun and we were screaming and cheering them on! Some of the guides shouted that i felt so freaking laughing like mad! They shout at everything! The van, the car, the lorry... AND EVEN A TRUCK! The teachers felt so embarassed... hehehe... well done! Sunday, August 8, 2010
Happy Birthday Singapore! Happy Birthday Singapore! Hope it will prosper and grow and turn into a clean, green and best environment to live in. Today was so fun i was laughing like i've never before and screaming too>< During the singing by the performers i received an annoymous message. Immediately i asked who was that guy and he was playing guessing games with me. Well wasn't so pleased. But in the end he still told me who he was and i was kinda freaked out. Because i don't really know him personally and some other people gave him my number. Kind of mad at that person but did not really told her so. The rehersals was really very OMG! I kept messing up and things like that i thought i was GGfied. But in the final one the real thing, i did not screwed up! YIPEE! Proud of myself for not screwing up but also quite annoyed by the crowd whistling and squeezing me make me can't march in properly and very hard to homat too. All blockers~ and some was even smoking! How inconsiderate! Don't they have any idea that some people hate it and i can get dizzy just smelling it>< Urgh those inconsiderate people. Can't stand them.. Thank goodness i did not faint~ But still i hate smokers and things related to it. Zzz.. wonder when i'll come to terms that they are just what they are... Saturday, August 7, 2010
Normal day Today was kind of fine. Woke and was a little behind time but theres still alot of time. LOL. But there was no time for breakfast so i just drank milk. Grandma also woke at almost the same(hope i wasn't the one who woke her up-.-) Then she got too bored she wanted to play with my hair and i was wearing it to pps today. Grandma's really good at it and even i can't tie that well on myself too. Yesterday's NDP in school was fine alittle minor mistakes here and there but all not noticed. Today after GB went to find kaevin pass him the hairband then chat chat alittle with berber too. Then went home ber also came along. Ate some yum yum ice cream. Then after she left i laid on my bed until i fell asleep with my phone music blasting my room over. Since mom didn't want to pass me my lapp back so was real bored. Slept until 7 plus got woke up by mom. Ate dinner and had a nice shower. Still feel like sleeping muahahaha! I'm such a piggy~*oink oink* Parent gonna play ma jiong tonight again. with grandma and grandaunt. tonight i'll sleep in the middle of my bed and wake up in the side of it tomorrow. Might just fell asleep zzz..zzz... Thursday, August 5, 2010
Funny day Court in order! Prosecutions: why did you feel depressed? Suspect(me): because i dropped my bottle of alcohol Prosecution: wine is nothing special. Me: you are not me. it has a very strong memento and meaning to me. it was passed down by my great grandfather generation which he sold all his property just to have it and it was all passed down to me and the only things my parents left for me(almost bursting out laughing...) so there you have it! Judges: ehh... are you crying? don't cry! Me: yes i'm really sad about the past *sobs!* (really laughing to tears!><) funny right? I was even acting innocent to the judges. retarded haomin jumped over to prosecution over a minor evidence. Munweng is nice stayed with me throughout. Reuben daddy was asking for a beating and janzen rocks too. Thanks judges! though we did not really win, we know we did our best and sorry if we offended the prosecution. But the betrayals are zhen they all! But bam was still nice^^ Supported me all the way! Bam! influence jury to change their minds and aid us! Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Happy~ Glad that you are doing well :) me too but i'm going crazy today about dropping my hamburger-.- You can ask how crazy i was with fion or ber they all. Hahas i'll sms you soon. The court today was kind of funny. But our group is really really winning big time~ The oppositions instead of discussing was playing tap tap in class. So they are not well prepared at all and we are winning~ Happy! Today was awfully fun and funny that i was so crazy. Starting with just school my hamburger made me crazy enough already. Monday, August 2, 2010
Reaching~ Today was kind of fun in school PE got me all jumpy and hyper~ -.- hahas. Then the court in class briefing was making me want to get the roles: Defense Attorney or Suspect In the end i got suspect and is now discussing with the rest about the case. Muahaha they are kind of fuuny~ After that, after school~ Then home for lunch slack abit at home then go back school ndp rehersal. Tiring but at least the rifle as it used to be. I feel that the rifle feels lighter to me now. Another good thing happening in my lfe^^ Played with eugenia alittle after whole thing and sent her to busstop. I seriously can't live a life without making people laugh and having me to smile. So i have to SMILE! Sunday, August 1, 2010
Coming back? Is this all going to come to a better end then having a relationship so strained? Don't know how are you now but want to. But that is up to you whether you still want to. Well its you who makes the final decision and its yours only. Had a really boring day today. Really boring and don't know what to do but just on the com and put it infront of my face straight from morning till going to sleep. Maybe my eye degree is going high soon but i still hate wearing specs! its so uncomfortable. Specs it definitely not for me~ By the way, I finally got the retarded screen protector out of my life. The air today is so cold>< Think global warming is going to affect Singapore badly soon. Well i'm tired too and i think too much also. I shouldn't be thinking so much. Not being myself these few days. |
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