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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
Another typical day This is yet called another typical day as I'm making an effort to blog. Woke up at 12 plus today, played my phone until afternoon that my bro's friends came over. It was somehow late afternoon by then and my neck was still and it is so up till now. I realised that sleeping in bed a for long hours wasn't really great. Used com and so on. Nothing much and interesting. Planned to study with kwan today but can't. So gonna study with her and tomorrow xuan will come back from malaysia. Maybe i should ask Zhen too. Jealous bro tomorrow deliver flower to suntec to the F1 competitors.. Two times of the original delivery price and get to look at alot of hot guys. But he won't even take notice of that anyways as he is a guy. LOL. Should have had cleared my desk but can't find my textbook for science. Either i left it at the table or Zhen mistook it for hers. Hope i can find it when i get back to school. Another typical day calls for a boring me and yes, today i'm totally a bore. What i want, a life filled with fun and excitment. I used to have this sort of life even though i have to study and things like that but now i don't I'm binded and i can't do much now. Only when that woman have finally thought through about the type of life I'm living now, will she finally understand what I really need. And she can't bring that to me too which she totally understand. But she wants to have me all to herself due to her selfish thoughts, she won't let me have it. Fine. Once I finally get over with her will I finally get to have the things I need. For now, i can no longer be a little angel but i can just be what i am now. I shall not care what she think about anymore, I do not care what she wants me to wear and all those anymore. I shall be myself and let myself be the control of me. Though not all but that woman can't control me for eternity. One day, the stupid cage that binds me and control my everything will finally be freed. And that is the day where i will celebrate and rejoice. I'm waiting............ |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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