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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, September 10, 2010
Time Woke up at 8 plus by parent asking if I'm going out later. Answer was no~~~~~~ Being home is so boring, nothing to do. Promised Aaron to go out with him this week still not fulfilled. Sorry~ This week is a nono. Knew that it'll be boring so continued sleeping until 11 plus when bro was about to get out. Asked me about his clothes etc. Still no matter how much clothes he changed into, i can't find any perfection in it and still not satisfied. But i let it go. Or he'll be late. But at least he put on something matching in colours but not in the way he dressed himself. The easiest, simplest but can be complicated too. Black and White. Bro told me to cook lunch myself but still not done yet. Bet there'll be alot of phone calls later and I'll be annoyed again. But now i seem to be able to get back to normal in a split of a second. Mood swings real fast now. Think today i should start doing homework already and not waste time in house rotting away. Just now i was in bed, i thought to myself, why not just continue to sleep like that and not do anything? But i heard something real annoying at night, the clock ticking. I then realised that time is always passing no matter what i do, it won't stop and it won't turn back either. Time is so precious and so limited. While the people only thinks that money is important, time is even more important. Time to spend with family and friends, time to fulfil whatever i want to do. Will it be enough? I hope so. Think i should cherish my family a little more as time is so precious i wonder when they'll leave me. I'll try to complete whatever i want to do in life too. Hope i can succeed in most of the things i want to do. Time, i'll have a race with you. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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