Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Symone, 030793 Cheryl's blog here. Kind off talky with loads of words. Some make sense some don't. Like this blog, come back and read more, don't like, please don't spam my tag board. Just a school girl going through her school life. Nothing much nothing less. Likes to eat but kind of aware not to eat too much. Thats about it. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? (By the person who did this skin) — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Taggings Exits <3 Laogong <3 BerBer Fion Amabel ZhenZhen gf Rachel Dead Cousin's Blog Archives February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 December 2011 January 2012 March 2012 May 2012 June 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 April 2013 September 2014 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, October 31, 2010 A new beginning Alone at home today and made my own lunch =.=" Finally exams are over dropping two classes below next year did well and not well for my paper. Don't know what to do for my holiday... rot off? Or tire off. No schedule or whatever for holiday and is so lost. Zhen Zhen keep asking me out recently to cherish our moment together this year. What should I do for my holiday to be so bored? Had my guide cookie and sold it all out within a day. Fun for my first time and know what flavours I should take next year. Mint is my favourite! The new blogskin is kinda next and I am rather fond of it. Despite that, I still hope the colour would be more lighter. So the skin would look lighter and still have the same feeling it gives out. Hang out with Zhen yesterday and had a fun filled day. We were playing with the swing at her block and set there super long. We sat there for like since 3 plus to about 4 plus 5 if i'm not wrong. Then we went to the harmony park and sat there again Until it starts to rain, we went to the pavilion to get a shelter but the rain was constantly getting in by the strong wind. Told her that if we don't get to the block, we would still be drench and even colder. Finally, she found the courage to run to the block lol. We were cold and chattering but we quite like the feeling of getting drenched in the rain. And finally, went to have dinner there and back home i went and webcam with her until 12 plus. On friday, after guides went home and then to aunt's house. She fried fish, youtiao, more fish, dumpling and many more with salad. It was all oily but she made the excess oil off. Had a scrumptious dinner and used com there with low connection cause did not know raymond kor kor's modem password. Until he finally reach home, teased him again about when is he going to get married and cousin kin was like haha! But serious, we have never thought about when he is going to get married all these which made the whole thing funnier. Stay there till finished my yogurt and fruits before heading home with him driving us back. Dad, mum and gramps played majiong until one plus and I off my com soon after. Tomorrow guides again and cinena with Zhen. 작별 Wednesday, October 27, 2010 Second last day I don't know if i will cry tomorrow but if I would, that would be really because I like my class alot. Spent the day mostly chatting and bonding with the classmates. Lesson learnt, don't treat your classmates truly and you won't feel so bad on the last day. For I'm gonna be seperated with the rest! I'll be so lonely as only some of the guys are coming and if I'm not wrong one girl whom I'm not close to at all. I'll be really sad and I'm starting to get a little emotional now... I'll really miss you guys alot and alot! Back to the story, wanted to have lunch in pepper lunch we headed home for me to change before heading there. Saw him but ignored him again this time worst.. didn't even wish him good luck. After lunch shop around HM awhile and then ate frolick before going to Zhen's house to slack below her block. Then we went to Punggol Park cause we only wanted the swing and it was occupied under her block. Then we went to my house and slack awhile before sending her to the bus stop. At the my bro scare her like shit~ At the end it was really nothing and thats the end of my day. Tuesday, October 26, 2010 Lovey~ Hahaha yesterday Zhen not here a little bored in school... After school went to the city hall to collect our class tee~ Thought it isn't perfect like what we wanted, still contented as the supplier was really super good. Dear bam made a mini mistake or mispelling Nerissa's name and was very sorry about it. Today Zhen back lerh. Haha she was like my mother, want to lie on her also can~ But then when she don't want then obviously it is a nono. Went to music room today to watch the school of rock and was like super boring so i went under the table and used my phone as light source to read my book. (the whole room's light was shut) Went down the spiral staircase with the book infront of my eyes but still aware of my surrounding. Went to the ground floor and saw... him. Anyways, thats all for today's blogging. Saturday, October 23, 2010 Stupid brother Stupid brother ask me ton with him tonight in the end fell alseep. While I'm like wide awake lah. Think I might really go to sleep at about 4 plus. Next time won't listen to him lerh. Wonder who is still online... Bored sia.. Next time ton should find trustworthy people to ton with me then can sms also. Stupid brother... Now I'm like super not tired at all despite being exhausted this afternoon. One the other hand I feel so stiff typing while lying down. If I'm not wrong my room is the only room with the lights on now-.- RAWR!!!! Seem to be so careless that I always hurt myself. Scalded my wirst yesterday and now the blister there is super ugly. If only there is a time whereby I'm careful and won't get myself hurt. Stupid brother look like a prawn all curled up like that. Him and his very good idea... Later when dawn breaks i confirm kenna scolding lerh. But at least this is better then last time. The lights was closed and i was straining my eyes while updating blog and fbing. In the end the did not even found out up till now. :P Anyways, I'm so stupid at time and that is a very important part to change!! Or I'll end up like this again! Not the first time! Buhbye. Finally Finally the time has come for me to update my blog! Have not been updating these days wahahaha....... Getting class tee on tuesday! WOOHOO! Went to uncle's wedding today and the heels was really making my feet swollen. Seriously can't wear those type of heels... But today was taller then bro whahahahaha. My cousin keep pangseh me since yesterday pangsehkia... Dear cousin if you see this, its really you who pangseh me and not me who pangseh you. Yesterday went out with Zhen and company was quite fun took some cute neoprints. The best was when Eugene and Xuan Xuan took together one special one and i edited it like supper loads of hearts! Its like my masterpiece. Was trying hard to get them together. If they get together that can also encourage Eugene to come up to express what. Did badly for Exam this year and will be seperated T.T Worst of all... I'll be in the same class as someone whom i do not really really like. Not an enemy or anything but just do not like that particular person's attitude.. Wish me luck for next year! By the way, Good luck to those taking O'levels soon. Especially the one that is rather emo recently. Gambateh! Thanks for helping me and also it was nice and not nice meeting you guys. Nice that i get to know such a great person and not so nice as I'll not be seeing you next year. Gonna have a class gathering when holidays starts and before holiday maybe gonna go watch movie with my beloved pangsehkia cousin who is eager to watch a horror movie. Anyways I think I should just end here as brother is peeking at what I'm writing walking pass here and there. Always does that when I'm writing blog. I don't even care about his blog when it was me who helped him to do up his blogskin. Noob who can't even handle his blogskin don't peek at what I'm writing~ Move away~ you are not invited here! さようなら Thursday, October 14, 2010 Missing you I seriously miss you phonie! You are irreplacable! Dad asked why i have to raise my voice to reply to mum. I replied, because she don't listen until i sound serious. He seem to be like huh? But that is really the truth wahahaha. Today aunt they all come up and play and eat the food that was brought about from mum's place in china. The kids were really selfish as to be not sharing with each other despite language barrier. But they seem to understand each other which is not bad at all haha.. Fighting over the ball all those that i have to get outta my laptop and and play with them rolling of ball fairly. LOL. They need to be more organised :P Used com the whole day caught a afternoon nap and was disturbed by the songs of the kid actually toddlers crying. Not really tired, thought of playing audi today but ended up watching hello baby. Good thing is i finished watching it and it was really nice and touching. (super funny too!) Nothing much more and ciao~ Tuesday, October 12, 2010 Handphone stolen. The blasted faggot who took my freaking phone away you are so going to be dead when the police find you.how dare you take mine and bam's phone away? I do not even know you are offended you why did you take my phone away? Are you nuts or perverted you fucking faggot. Go and die! Cause me so much trouble. Take my phone not enough still take my house key for what? lasted you I'm going to blast you over the world 80 rounds. If anyone has seen this person in the sengkang district please email me at salad1997@hotmail.com. I'll thank you greatly. My phone is really precious to me and has many private things within with all my schedules with all my friend's birthday and all the contact numbers. My phone is a samsung jet in back. Have a little keychain of mr strong. which is red in colour. if anyone sees it, please contact me in my email. Thanks. And also if anyone sees the person he should be about 175cm tall and he was wearing a black pants and shirt with a orange cap on 13th Oct 2010. When i find him, i'm gonna blast him to his final destination. blasted bastard. Saturday, October 9, 2010 Blog blog Time to blog blog^^ Today, there wasn't any interesting activity... Just about 100% of rotting at home today. Bro went out at morning reaching afternoon... Grands went out at mid afternoon. Recieve lots of annoying phone calls that spoilt my day.. Mum came home at about 8 plus. Grands just reached home. Bro's staying over at friend's place. Thinking of sleeping in his room tonight cause worry might disturb grands tomorrow morning since i gotta wake up early in the morning tomorrow for some other events. Tired, alittle cause used the com since afternoon till now and before using com was being a lazy ass. I was lazing around home. I was literally rotting. Watching some korean variety shows like Dream Team and Idol Maknae Rebellion. Really funny at the way some of the idols behave themselves. The can be so funny but the all have a very strong determination to win. Ahahahaha ought to watch how cute they can be... Anyways, hope tomorrow can be an eventful day, time to prepare for Art or i'll flunk it. Good Luck for the upcoming events and manage my time well. Good luck Cheryl, Next sun will be a clash and hopefully i can solve that as either one won't step back. Boom. Thursday, October 7, 2010 Short post Lit essay and history went fine today. Tomorrow is math. Algebra! The rest i can get a grasp of it already. JY! Tuesday, October 5, 2010 Chinese paper cleared! Woots chinese paper cleared! But i did one wrong thing in the chinese letter writing section. I forgot to put paragraph spacing at the first paragraph! I do not just have that mistake in my chinese essay but also usually have it in my english. But in english paper i was more cautious. After paper i saw Eugene here again. Xuan like OMG gotta run away! Helped her run out of the class with Zhen holding him back then we ran to the library. Super funny. Went home and used com look for more songs and recieved a phone call from xuan. To go and study under her block. Studied with kwan her and her friend. Got bored and my finger was hurting from the writing during chinese paper earlier on and stop doing my note. Chat a bit and xuan's friend went. Shortly after, xuan also went upstairs. Left with me and kwan so she help me put our things at her house and we went for a stroll around buangkok. Talking a little, taking in the fresh air and enjoying the breeze blowing upon us.( we were walking to catch the breeze) Not as great as the evening and night cool breeze as the day was humid but still walked a nice distance before heading back. Grabbed a cup of milo dinosaur, yum yum^^ And now am officially blogging my time about today. Tomorrow going out with kwan bam denzel and eugene. Gonna make some time to go to Fion's house tomrrow too. Hope i can have a great time and enough time for both the events coming right up. To end today, lets enjoy a new song from Shinee, Hello :D Monday, October 4, 2010 Boom Yesterday's event went quite well and i was all bursting with anger. Stupid mother... Make me angry don't even why i angry. What i a mother i have thanks! Whats worst? She can't even remember her own son's age. Wow! I'm flabbergasted! Late at night when I'm studying, got dad to disturb me from my studying. And it is also because she don't know how to use my com and did all the ridiculous stuffs. She is like freaking annoying. Something super funny. She is right beside me and she don't even know what I'm writing. Pathetic... Talking about all the craps but not listening as i don't care. Went to play basketball after home ec supp class today. Rather fun but i was suckish too. Anyways, me and janzen won thanks to janzen. James got aiming fail. Went home, read mag and fell asleep... Sleep until erm.......... dinner. Stupid mother only knows how to nag and nothing else. Well, I'll end it here then. Good luck for the Chinese Exam tomorrow. All the best to those taking it tomorrow. :^) Saturday, October 2, 2010 Happy Birthday bastard I hate you you b.a.s.t.a.r.d Your are even more annoying then annoying orange. You are so freaking annoying you also piss me off. We used to fight so frequently because of your annoying attitude thinking you are all high and mighty. You freaking annoying i clench my fist tightly ready to punch the hell out of you. Anyways today is your birthday so don't annoy me today or i'll really make this an unforgetable birthday bash. But even in your birthday, its still a typical day, no difference. DOTA. -.- This is why you freaking suck and you don't even need to ask for anything and freaking mum is prepared to but you a nice headphone when i still gotta work hard in my results. Not only that, even when your bag working fine, she still one buy one for you. So freaking jealous of you. Somemore you always cause so much trouble for her yet you get more. Nevermind. I got daddy on my side. Mum can continue with her dream kid of University while me and dad can have fun while we can. Not to waste oppurtunity. Good luck if you even can get into one. Go ahead and rot off while me and dad make use of our life and live it to the fullest. No regret just moving ahead on not wasting and time on people like you. I know i'm mean and harsh but my mean and harsh sides are only shown to people like you. And thats only you. Thank for being such a good brother to me and note that i hate you like no other. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I'll always be mean to you. Love, Cheryl. Friday, October 1, 2010 Breaking rule. Gonna break the rules alittle. Sunday, 3 Oct, i'll be on in facebook. To say happy birthday to my beloved ( not so beloved ) Brother. Your sister here already trying to study lerh you also study horh! Don't just concerntrate on something else. It may be important but EOY is equally important! Hope you continue your A math next year and stop waking me up earlier only to hear you and mum quarreling about all the likes and unlikes. Its freaking annoying with the fact the i am lacking badly in sleep unlike you. Being able to sleep seconds upon falling into bed. And this is just few of the things i'll like to remind you. Last but not least.... STOP USING MY HAIR SHAMPOO! Thank you. ( I'll write more in my blog on 3rd Oct) Revise Didn't post yesterday due to lack of time and faulty lap top. Today the english paper was fine, (hope i did not make too much grammer mistakes) But overall, it went pretty smoothly. Currently, trying prepare for the Art exam. Trying to do some more notes, redo notes and read up more on science and math. Maybe doing notes for history and geography. Now then i realise that notes are so important. But history and geog should be fine. I'll have to learn more word in terms for chinese as failure in reading the word cause me doing very impeccably bad for my chinese oral! Gonna read the textbook again and again! Scarely, i might memorise it. LOL. If I memorise it, i'll not be Cheryl Wong but really Cherry Wong already. Come on i even put Cherry as nick name for class tee already. Zhen pushing me to study hard. Feel stress by her pushing me as she really badly wants to be together with me next year. I do want to be in the same class as her next year. Okays.  Zhen, i promise you i'll work really hard and be in the same class next year. Aiming at... 2E2 :D Xuan work hard too! We shall all work hard together!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay