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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Saturday, November 6, 2010
 FREAKING MOTHER OF MINE! DAMN HER FUCKING ASSHOLE SHE DON'T EVEN DESERVE IT IN MY POINT OF VIEW!SHE IS LIKE FREAKING ANNOYING ALL SHE CAN DO IS TO BLAME ON EVERYTHING I DO AND NOT DO! SHANSHAN FALL DOWN ALSO BLAME ON ME I WASN'T EVEN THE ONE TENDING FOR HIM AT THAT TIME ALSO MY FAULT. BRO MADE HIM CHASE HIM UNTIL HE FELL I DON'T SEE HIM GETTING SCOLDED. HE CHASE AFTER BRO TO GET REVENGE OF MAKING HIM FALLING DOWN ALSO MY FAULT. HE WANT TO SPRAYER ALSO MY FAULT. HE CRY LIKE MAD ALSO MY FAULT. EVERYTHING ALSO MY FAULT. FINE! I HAD A VERY GOOD DAY OF ENJOYMENT WITH HIM THIS AFTERNOON I DON'T SEE HIM CRYING OR ME BURSTING WITH FURY. WE WERE BOTH LAUGHING AND SMILING THE WHOLE AFTERNOON. WE WERE EVEN PLAYING INDOOR CATCHING AND I DON'T SEE HIM UPSET OR ANYTHING. ONCE YOU REACH HOME EVERYTHINNG CHANGED. I CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE THAT YOU ARE PICKING ON ME. YOU THINK I LIKE YOU IS IT? YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE YOU. YOU SAY YOU WON/'T PAMPER HIM AREN'T YOU THE ONE PAMPERING HIM THE MOST NOW? AND ON THE OTHER HAND I'M TEACHING HIM NEW AND FUN THINGS LIKE SINGING NURSURY RYHMES SINCE THIS MORNING, TEACHING HIM TO GET HYPER AND DANCE TO NICE SONGS, TEACHING HIM HOW TO COUNT FROM 1 TO 10. I DON'T SEE YOU DOING IT EITHER. WHY DON'T YOU LOOK AT HIM AND SEE HOW MUCH HE HAVE LEARNT TODAY. I CAN TELL YOU THAT SOME OF THE THING HE LEARNT YOU WON'T EVEN KNOW. PICK ON ME IF YOU WANT! I WON'T CARE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT YOU ANYMORE. I'VE LOST MY COOL, I CAN'T HANDLE YOU BEING SUCH A TYRANT AND I WON'T JUST KEEP QUIET ANYMORE. GO ON AND TELL HOW REBELLOUS I AM TO THE RELATIVES. TELL ALL OF THEM! I KNOW YOU ARE BEST IN THAT. EVERYTIME I SEE THEM I CAN HEAR THEM SAYING SEE THAT IS THE GIRL THAT IS SO REBELLOUS SAYING WHAT WANT GO CONVERT ALL THOSE. LET THEM SAY ALL THEY WANT I WON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT ME. YOU ARE THE ONE AT FAULT AND YOU WON'T ADMIT IT. FINE SINCE YOU ARE SUCH A SORE LOSER I DON'T LIKE TO GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU. I REALLY FREAKING HOPE THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY CONNECTION WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU. ITS JUST MY LUCK HAVE KNOWN YOU IN MY LIFE. WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY MOTHER? EVEN GRANDMA KNOWS ABOUT YOUR TRUE COLOURS JUST THAT SHE DON'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT ONLY. EVEN DAD AND BRO KNOWS ABOUT HOW YOU ARE AGAINST ME JUST THAT THEY KEEP QUIET ABOUT IT. I BET YOU WILL NEVER ADMIT YOU YOU LOSER. GET A LIFE! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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