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Friday, January 28, 2011
I dreamt a bad or good dream? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQjcJBGIFsA&hd=1 Another song that i've like. Gah Gah yesterday dammn tired >. Got home, slammed in on my bed and I kinda forgot what happened on most of the thing i did yesterday after I woke up this morning. I remembered a very very vivid dream that I seriously wanted to cry like mad! Alrights here goes I seriously don't want to conceal his name anymore but I really have to. Last night, I had this dream... I was in a MRT and I was with xuan xuan for I dunno what reason. Then someone seem to be holding on her dragging her like stopping her from coming to me and I saw that the person tugging her was.... ***** I was kinda like freaked out but I dunno why, he suddenly came forward and hugged me tightly... Then we kept walking around and were like couples that can't separate with each other. We were holding hand walking around or his arms were around me.. Seems that I really wanted him very badly that I even had to dream of him to that kind of point. GAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PFFT...... ***** is so freaking wanted and irresistable and seriously hated by all his beloved for you can see him, you know him but you can't have him. I'll be super jealous and envious if any one have him.... No choice... His not mine and will never be. LOL... Almost wrote some wrong things... *sighs* ***** you totally suck you sucker! Who asked you to be so freaking irresistable that makes people like you so much? GAH! You shouldn't have even talked to me last you you sucker! I HATE YOU TTM! Maybe if I wasn't in that school and I'll not see you. GAH!! Its too late now! Sucker I don't want to see you and your fellow anyone who is related to you though there is seriously alot. How can I totally make do with this? Tuesday, January 25, 2011
A - AVAILABLE: Yes B - BIRTHDAY: 23 Jan C- CRUSHING ON: Somebody D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Green Tea E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Bro F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: Quasimodo H - HOMETOWN: I - IN LOVE WITH: Somebody J - JUGGLE: Can't K - KILLED SOMEONE: I'll be in jail if I did. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: From QiongHai to Sanya almost fell asleep in the whole journey. M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Mango N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 O - ONE WISH: Peace in everything P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: ZhenZhen R- REASON TO SMILE: Brighten up the day. S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Could I love someone again T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 12 U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Confidential V - VEGETABLE: Spinach W - WORST HABIT: Thinking too much X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: Not this year. Y - YOYOS ARE: Something my dear cousin like to throw about with-.- Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Rat RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU Your favorite number(s): 2,12,24,72 What color do you wear most: White Least favorite color: Like all =P What are you listening to now? : Diva-- After School Are you happy with your life right now: Hate it What is your favorite class in school: 1E2 Who is/are your best friend/s: Zhen Zhen, Yu Xuan, Pa Kwan. Are you outgoing: Depending on my mood =P Can you dance: Slightly... Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: No idea. Can you whistle: Can't =.= Cross your eyes: Yeah... Walk with your toes curled: Dunno DO YOU BELIEVE IN... Do you believe in life in other planets: Not really.. But if there is, it will be interesting... Do you believe in miracles: Maybe.... so far there are no miracle... Do you believe in magic: Nope. Love at first sight: If there really is. Do you know how to swim: Forgot. Do you like roller coasters: Sure! Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: Some, yeah.... Other, gross! Have you ever been on a plane: Yup Have you ever asked someone out: Who doesn't? Have you ever been to the ocean: Yea Have you ever painted your nails?: Yea THE WHAT'S What is the temperature outside?: No idea but should be rather low as it just rained. What radio station do you listen to: 98.7fm What was the last restaurant you ate at: Forgot What was the last thing you bought: Milo Dinosaur and Ice tea What was the last thing on TV you watched? BOF THE WHO'S Who was the last person you IM'd: No idea what is that Who was the last person you took a picture of: The little baby. Who was the last person you said I love you to: Zhen Zhen CRYING SECTION Ever really cried your heart out: Of course Ever cried yourself to sleep: Sadly... yes.. on unexpected events that happened suddenly Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: Nope. Ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes Do you cry when you get an injury: Sometimes when it hurts too much Do certain songs make you cry: Cried my heart out. HAPPY SECTION Are you a happy person: As long as there is no obstacle that is bent on blocking me from that, I am. LOOK AT ME What is your current hair color: Black. Duh What is your eye colour: Dark brown from what bro said. Anything unique features on the face: Dunno? CURRENTLY WEARING What shirt are you wearing: A yellow shirt Pants: Short Shoes: I'm home f.y.i Necklaces: Again, I'm home currently Earrings: A pair of pink star IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite eye color: I don't care Short or long hair: Depending on what suit them Height: 170 onward HAVE YOU EVER Been to jail: No way Mooned someone: Moon or moan? Thought about suicide: I'm alive currently. Laughed so hard you cried: Tears of joy! Cried in school: Hate it! thanks to some idiots last year. Shouldn't have or I'll make a record of never crying in school before. Thrown up in a store: Nah Wanted to be a model: They keep telling me to be one Seen a dead body: Yeah... All are those I do not one to see breathless... Been on drugs: Nah Gone skinny dipping: Skinny dipping? THIS OR THAT Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonald's or Burger King: Mac Single or Group Dates: Fine with both Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla more. =P Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries are tasty but my preference is strawberry. Meat or Veggies: Hate veggie but do I have a choice? TV or Movie: TV.. Guitar or Drums: Guitar Adidas or Nike: Fine with both. Chinese or Mexican: I love my race. Long time no post LOL.... Kinda mia in this blog for kind of a long long while... Its still January so its not for a very very long time.. So far the class I came to, 2E5, isn't so bad as I predicted. There are fun people boring people noisy people annoying people and people I don't want to see. Hmm.... I'll get used to the condition there sooner or later so bless me that it'll be sooner. Birthday came and passed and not really anything grand or incredible but it was a heart warming welcome to my 14th year. Fell in love with a song recently, Love, me; Collin Raye Starting to kinda hate that Sagittarius... Doing math homework now so gonna concentrate now... Ciaos |
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