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Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Missing and clarifications A post before i go kun. Today was fine. With more of that chewy thing of more troubles. DnT, I'm assembling my cam and follower, Chinese, did not letter writing. Recess, ate a burger. English teacher wasn't there super slack. ICT cold die... Cold until thought of something. Also a chance to clarify something. I freaking do not have a special liking for Wei Jie. In case my class people don't know, Wei Jie may be fun but his really not the type that I'll go for. And at the same time, I like someone and just freaking not him neither is he in our school. So no more guesses saying I like him when I seriously, freaking not! PE next, played captain ball. Like cat fight liddat. People keep use nails scratch here scratch there. Like I also want go in cat fat with them, I'm not cat! I'm rat! Scared cat derh! Science new chapter was half asleep then. To math, learnt it in tuition teacher super slow wait whole class finish do 1 question wait like 15min liddat. No need teach... Slept in that 15 min cos finished it fast. Go home use come, shower, dinner, audi, blog, youtube. Easy horhs. When ever I'm cold I'll always think of someone that is warm and warmed me before. When I'm warm, I'll think of some one that left me sad and heartbreak. When I'm neutral, I'll think of someone that did nothing, knows nothing about me, sees nothing about me. And the only one that knows all about me is that one when I'm cold cause that person have seen my all muahhahhahaha. No more cat fights in captain ball filled with girls. If there is, I'll be at the safe and sound captain spot <3 Signing off... ___xxx---Cheryl---xxx___ Monday, March 28, 2011
Boom Short post. What happened yesterday and today. All was fine overall. Hmm... Yesterday woke up abruptly by dear dear daddy with a phone ring on my phone. Home was soulless except me obviously, kinda used to it lerh. Bought the things they need for bai bai. They reached home. I used com. Spam inuyasha. They reached. Tired headache go sleep. Sleep until missed tuition diaodiao. Teacher taught i skipped class again... Heng i asleep in my room with baby daoxun. Sleep sleep until late afternoon ba. Then use com again. Then go dinner. The sunset was unusually beautiful with orange streaks of light passing the balcony illuminating the whole house in tint of orange. Cousins were bickering. Bo bian need scold them. Seems like scolding doesn't works on pri 3 kids these that rebukes, can't seem to sit still and so freaking noisy. All along with my splitting headache, its a good thing I did not scream of yell at those brats. After dinner first to finish as usual, went back to use come. Those two brats won't seem to stop, keep gotta go back to kitchen then they'll shut their arse up when they see my monstrous scary face. Finally, they've finished their freaking dinner and it quietened down a little. Brats are just brats, can only scold them as a older cousin. Can't discipline them. Parents are the ones. But, they seem to like to follow the trend that brats these day, S P O I L T spoilt. Gotta spell it nicely to them, show them that their brats are just freaking spoilt, will they understand what is it to rise the long and thin cane. I'm seem kind of longwinded but thats just what I am. Today, got up as usual, Got to school, Played badminton for GPE, headaches comes back. Its seems so that every single time, I get over active one certain activities headache seem to comes with a nice compressing nerve at the brain. Irritating that you'll have to stop and cool down, bo bian... haix can't do anything else then panadol. Really hope they'll come out with pandols with fruity flavour that makes it better to swallow. After that CL do reflection on Bintan camp. Recess, determined to save up at least a $15 for the cake. Gotta do my best Cheryl! After that DnT, then lit, then ppe then math all sibei slack. Slack dao..... don't know how else slacky it can get to. Then assembly, super funneh. Xuan xuan was like half asleep in the assembly. Assembly over she got up, was like still gong gong Held my hand and supported on Eugene. Then he was like body hard hard she gp touch touch, Laugh si wo le! Teacher hold her back talk talk LOL . After that CDP, cher ask about a upper sec guy always come our class come find me. Obviously is Shermin Mak. Haha sabo him no matter what. Best tomorrow onwards he come my class don't care him. After that home sweet home. Trying to reminisce the hymms I used to sing. Don't want to forget it all right? Long winded Cherry thats all folks. PS-- Gonna start a blogshop with cousin kin soon. Do support. We're still in the midst of planning and doing it up, gonna get instocks soon. Do support! I'll update soon with the links to it attached! Okie Dokie? Must support horh no disappointing me horhs! ___xxx---CHERRY---xxx___ Saturday, March 26, 2011
Camp camp Super shiok! First day of camp, cross country. Run run run, hundred plus hundred plus. Guan guan guan. Finish it, prize pressentation, back to school. Home shower shiok shiok. Go mac grab lunch full full Go use com awhile slack slack Go back school wait wait. Bus come super fast reach tanah merah. Wait check in slow slow. Check in wait some more slow slow Board ferry shiok shiok. Wave big alittle drizzle shakey shakey Ferry sail of, slept by the window pane head resting on hand. Got awoken abruptly by hand super numb numb. Alighted the ferry, reach bintan. Take mini bus to Loola 2 hours wanted sleep also cannot. Natural wind, they shouting. Reach Loola at 7 plus just nice dinner. Then do reflection, miss out sky walk and kayak. Seriously regret and T.T die me. Second day Hill trekking easier then last year's Distance also shorter, view also beach but last year's better. After hill trekking, went bom netting, sibei shiok just what we needed Jump down to the sea. Water salty like siao. Got into my eyes, nice one lorh that feeling. Go boys side jump also heheh... Then go do CIP cement the wall. did 3 and a half walls. And the other group cememted 17m of roads yay! Veritas for the win! Third day raft building, marine walk obstacle course all fun. Raft was fun but it still wasn't that tight in the end. Thankfully I brought along my guides penknife. Really useful! Row on the raft and we were the only team that never cheated yay! Marine walk got puffer fish sea cucumbers, dead corals, and hermit crabs. Today went for flying fox and coconut climb hoo! Flying fox sibei shiok. Scream down and hit the water, SPLASH! After that headed into the smaller pool and play water lerh hehe.. People go in play water and splash around those don't want get wet still go in. Make people want freaking laugh out loud only. Still can piss off her taiji. Coconut climb double success! Climbed up the easy one first, climb the other they claim to be hard. Climbed it up as easy feat. Lunch the serve more veggie she also can't tahan. I say just try your best and finish it she also can't listen sua her taiji don't want quarrel with stubborn people. Still say i stubbon. Was just being nice to tell her to try her best and finish still got scolded. Stubborn and high headed people I really don't want care. Too bad bo choice she part of clique. Haix... That woman won't listen to others derh can't change her stubborn attitude. Say people stubbon when she's the real stubborn i can't do anything about it. Alot geng in heart of piss and sadness but still its a camp need team. Anyways, its over lerh. Lets just give out a heavy sigh and let it go and think only about the good times. Camp fire was fun. That fucking Chew was fucking picking on me again. Chew that chew off. Fuck her life. No lifer. Nerissa went hyper on one of my grumbles on her. hehe... Never thought she so easy hyper derh. Condition in Loola much better then Mawai. I miss Mawai and the peeps i went with to Mawai last year lerh. This year they going Ohana ba... Hope they enjoy it and cherish time there. Loola was fun in the wonderous adventurous activity, Mawai was fun with its wonderful environment. Camping is always fun. Signing off~~~~ Cherry hearts love <3 Monday, March 14, 2011
Boobooboo! Last night super funny. Wanted to go and sleep, thought of somebody. The thought was like, we were together, doing vlog, taking alot of photos, teaching each other guitar and piano. Hahaha... That was really funny. Weird weird thought that will never happen. The tv is up!:D Saturday, March 12, 2011
Yay happy Super happy. Gotta thank God that he watched over James that he is safe and sound and dancing alive. Good thing his fine and thanks alot! Love you loads! Today had a bad bad runny nose and led to slight fever... Got better or you can say, recovered by night. I'm really impressed by myself that I recover fast. Gotta thank myself for that. <3 Hehe.. Gotta start with doing all my holidays assignments and projects soon. Gotta make sure I keep up and get better and even if I need reminders, I don't need it from one who nags alot as he really nag alot. If you see this, don't nag at me. Teehee! Friday, March 11, 2011
I don't know what to do... WHAT TO DO? ROAR! Today sports day was fine and tiring. Got to Girl Guides HQ came back, found out Japan had a 8.9 magnitude earthquake. Not just that, tsunami came after. And worst of all, a warning of tsunami will hit Philippine, Manila at 10. And just so sweet and nice, Greco James Chua is over there now! That blasted fool and idiot has better be safe! ROAR! Everyone are very worried about your safety! At least give us a reassurance please. I'll be praying for you tonight until i fall asleep for your safety so you better be! If I don't hear any assurance that you are safe, or I lost you this friend and brother,(touch wood) I'll make sure I'll go to the depths of where ever you are and dig you out and blast you upside down! You've better be safe and I'm praying! Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Droped! Super sian... DIAO... >.< Firstly, the camp that we've been planning for has been cancelled by yours truly. Secondly, I did badly plus badly for my tests.... Gotta buck up for it already! Looks like I gotta study more.. But still, it has been a bad week so far with no fun at all... School today, all teacher do is check uniform, check your attire, here see there see. In lesson, this one come disturb the class, that one come interrupt the lesson... How to pay attention? Tell them to keep quiet note NICELY and they scold you. Dislike this certain baby in the class thats such a backstabber or you can say frontstabber LOL . That dislike for that certain baby is so baby and disgusting. Thankfully, I swore to myself I'll never be in the same class with him after this year. Hope I'll be back to E2 best or at least a E3. Gotta start GAMBATTE in studying lerh! Watashi gotta be better in studying and have more discipline in studying and putting aside time for it too. Not just about school, family too. How further it can get huh? Friends? Yea getting there soon. I just rock so much to mess up everything. Hey wait I missed one more. My beloved yea. I told him I'll care for him no matter what and I gave up. So what else? I breached a promised, I can't get my studies straight, I've got no discipline, I've got a family with people picking on my negatives. Hmm.. Just left one more... Why not mess that part up too. Saturday, March 5, 2011
Long Long Long Since Its been so long since I have had been updating my blog, I should update it a little now. Hey I'm back! LOL... I'll update it a little more often :D Its going to be march holiday soon yippee! So much events have passed so I'll skip how I've been. But just a little of it... Its been a fun yet unhappy one. A bit of volunteering program here and there.. Upcoming events are... Guides camp! My sec ones are getting enrolled. Then, it'll be the bintan camp! LOOLA! thats all bye. |
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