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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Monday, April 4, 2011
Wanted to post long ago Wanted to post long ago but... Tired la... Friday, after school, got the boxy, gathered everything underneath the table and strode off as if I was fired. Did this last year twice hehe... Had a short and brief lunch, head back to school. Baby and Neri was outside 1N2 talking to NPCC.. Got them to library instead to enjoy aircon. Then they changed into uniform and then prepared to see the Sec 1s getting enrolled. Still got time, Neri taught me a tune on the piano River Flows In You. A very beautiful, calming and soothing one. And while playing the piano, I remembered last year on the same piano, weeks and days before NDP parade. Some of the morning at about 6 plus 7, I'll go to the hall and somebody will be there waiting for me. Playing the tune, Canon Groove. That person taught me some of it and by now I've forgotten it. Still, it was fun having to wake earlier then usual to the hall, by the corridor with that person teaching me rifle drill. I was still a complete idiot and retard at it then. Now, I know and remember the commands, just gotta practice more in perfecting it. However, Guides don't have to learn it LOL . Back to the story... Then comes the horseshoe formation in preparation for enrollment. Sec 1s cui is the only thing to describe.. Blur blur derh. Still, its their first attempt though not their first time in drill. After busy times, gonna chiong spam them on drills hehe...(Might cause them hate me worh) Then chiong down to guides house for the Japanese traditional folks dance. Fun fun, got selected in. Kimono was lose at first but the end product was my whole upper waist was bundled up... Removed it off after fitting and bye bye bye with ending the day of carrying heavy boxes. Went to novena to go home with Mummeh. Was out of the shop late so me and Mummeh went to wait for Daddeh. Went home together after that. Satureday, woke up early, got my uniform ready and headed to guide's house again. Then gotta tie their hairs, how it feels when one gotta tie alot of people's hair especially when there are big dandruff... I once had a bad nightmare about it worst... Sian still gotta help them tie... Walked to Kuo Chuan Presbyterian did basics drill.. Did for don't know how long but thank God for his merciful grace and support I did not collapsed from tiredness. Gotta thank God more once again for I had more years of training in drills then others and that I was selected for this year's NDP and I'll be part of it. Even out of GB, God is still there I know.. supporting me in times of needs, praying to him makes me feels at comfort. Best of all, his trying to help me make my life work out vibrantly. Thank God for his effort. :D Of course He rules ttm! After Kuo Chuan, headed to J8, had lunch and yami yogurt <3 Then trained to Kovan with cousin kin and then to Catherine cousin's house to do up the album for Grandma's blessed birthday. Trained home, I dropped dead tired. Next day went down to Nex to get the cake done at Icing room and we all decorated it with all our hearts and souls of serious effort to bring and and memories for her birthday this year. At the restaurant, everything was up, Grandma didn't found out of the surprise the we have came out with until we decided to cut the cake. She was surprised there as a cake and best of all, prepared by us. Sang her the birthday song, cut the cake, blew the candles... We handed her her album present. I helped her slowly to unwrap the album from the wrapping paper... She was surprised to see the cover of her birthday years ago of the cousin's group photo with her. We are all so cute and innocent then <3 She flipped through it, browsed slowly.. reminiscing the time and where all the photos where taken and amazed at how well we have done it in the sly. A success indeed, me Catherine cousin and Jia Jing cousin all pleased in how well we have did and left a memorable impression for NaiPo. Went to tuition straight after lunch and then Ms Tan, being herself.. commented on my dressing. Haix Haix... wear apple got wrong meh? Low cut a little bit also got wrong meh? I use bag cover la~ Diao... Lao Gu Ban hehe.. Finally today. School as per normal. No less no more... Wait... there is more! A new sofa donated by don't know who to the library and it was awfully comfortable. Ah! And now back with more headaches... Its real weird but after Chingay, headaches seem to struck me more and more often and frequent. Its as if the veins in the temple are squeezing what ever they can into my poor brain. Pray the pain will go away... x_Cheryl_x |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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