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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, July 15, 2011
I'm questioning myself, where is the fucking motivation. Firstly, my own dear class is a hectic. Secondly, I'm not appreciate for giving my best to my CCA. Training the sec 1s, I know you all ain't perfect human beings luh. At least there is something call effort ain't? Ncc wasn't harsh on you because you aren't their cadets, I'm harsh on you cos I don't want you to loss your spot in GOH. I have to be honest you weren't exposed to much drills but it obvious whether you are giving your best or not. Have you not heard what that poor guy was saying, If you were his cadet, he would have made you run god knows how many rounds or might as well just pump you. Sharlene says not to be harsh on all of you but if there's no discipline, what is the point of drill luh. Your dear trainer wanted me there because I have authority to scold you. To punish you and push you to train harder if you don't meet up to expectation. I've already said, I'll make you hate me for being a mean senior this year. I meant it. If you can't even pass my standard in drills, how are you going the pass the one of Miss Dino's? You don't appreciate me now, I can take it lightly, scold me for all you like. Too bad I'm a very good bitch, I bitch about everything everyday. Too bad I'm your senior, not as gentle and caring as your "good" seniors that can't bare to shout, punish you. To that fucked up bb, thank you uh, Make me feel so not appreciated, Accuse me of being a slacker in front of NCC and SJAB right? Don't blame me for ignoring you. I'm not gonna bear anymore displeasure. I'm gonna spread it all out already. Sharlene said not to get so piss, hit something, hahah. Nice one, no motivation, I ain't gonna do anymore extra things in there. If your drills sucks to the max, fine, I'll walk away and don't correct you. If you accuse me of a slacker, fine, I'll slack right there and do nothing, Best of all, I'll be what the power of light say, go Jurong Bird Park fly kite. Isn't that much better? I'll only appear when Miss Dino is there, good enough? I ain't gonna fucking do anything since I'm not appreciated. To class, I've helped the whole class in improving your studies, don't appreciate me, fine. I won't help a single bit of you in homework. Don't ask me to help you with this or that question, this or that work. Its all worthless. -.- |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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