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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Monday, August 22, 2011
When the world comes crushing. How do you feel when suddenly, Out of nowhere, You think of someone important, that once made a huge impact of your life but is no longer with you? Having that empty feeling that you even have hallucinations of that person around you. Having to get over bad thoughts running over your mind thinking of that person. Have to be happy and once again, think about that person. Its hard not to think about that person and the thoughts will go recurring over and over again, Its almost akin to you totally have lost it. Next, How do you feel when your own flesh blood mother says you are her dog? Down right expect you to do things she orders about. Yet you can't cry out or she'll definitely take chance to gain your weak point. But really, you are crying deep down inside, Yet you can't say a thing out. Double down, How do you feel when you are always feeling so empty everywhere. Like no one cares, gives a fucking damn about it. Its like, this world is so big, yet all you feel is the big big things are all only around you, not with you. I really wonder sometimes, am I my mum's flesh and blood? Could the doc have made some error and she got the wrong daughter? I'm really really very doubtful. From all of the things she have ever done to me, Its no doubt I felt like that. I never never have felt as if, Yup, I really feel loved all the time. Its really this very lonely feeling, Yet you can't voice out and all you can do is to keep quiet about it. Like someone is hushing you to just SHHHH Hate that feeling, Bad day. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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