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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, August 14, 2011
Yesterday was a havoc, 2 cute cute little boy boy, my cousins came to my house. First thing they did when I came home seeing them, They called me " Jie Jie!" I was like, instantly, all my bad moods were all gone and in a split second, I was already dropping all the things on me and started playing like a small kid with them! Its as though, they are my own kids, though I'm really tired, I don't tell them I'm tired and played with them until I really really can't take it. Gotta give it to the kids for the stamina! Then Jiu Jiu, they all came. They new born baby is rather cute uh, but because of Dao Xun's seclusion from me, I don't feel like playing with that boy. D: Jiu Jiu who come from China is like having a very big communication barrier with me. >.> Not just that, he was like looking down on or parade @#$%@#$% I was like giving the face: "Don't like then go back to your dog country luh dog face." No harm though. :D Family FTW. >.> Need to update upon NDP right? Okay, firstly reported as usual. (Those freaking incense make me sick. Runny nose FOR THE WIN. >.>) PS: Superstition FTW too. Reach F1 pit very very promptly, was early. =.= Lunch was KFC. Dinner was Bento. GOH Commander gave wrong timing in rehearsal. : ....Cepat Jalan.... Lan! Epic fail.. City March was awesome, Literally voice break and lose voice. =.=" In commemoration to BP and Long Leg, Made this song, I got the Baby Pooh Spirit and I got the Long Legs spirit. Fireworks was nice. Long Leg Gawaine shouted epic-ally. Think I kinda hurt W__ __i's feeling. Told him I wrote this blog specially and only for one person and that person is the one whom I always and used to reply to via blogging last year. Sweet memories but all in the past. Apologetic to him... I'm still selfish as usual. Today another group of cousins and relatives came up and really self service. =.= Come my house like paiseh paiseh, I left house for tuition, self service use my comp, log out my fb, used my funshion. Dammit. Should have locked it. That aunt of my skin so thick can tell her in front of me, want use comp a not? -'- Awkward... I really don't want anybody else to see my blog except for those that knows about it. Cause I don't want any body to ever see this except for those that knows of it anymore. What to do? Start a new blog? I'm really lazy to! Fine, I'll be nice real nice, I start another blog that rounds up everything and this blog shall speaks me. SPEAK ME! WELL I'm crazy, so do bear with me for those that knows about this blog. Blog, you've been with me since I don't know how long ago but here is something that I would like to share. Last year when I was with ehem... I kinda started a mini journal at a secret place in my folder which I can't even find it myself! But well, it was filled with childish writings that speaks my feeling because I knew that ehem would always be seeing my blog then I can't express everything in my blog anymore. That was really a good thing as when I found it again this time. I realised many many things that happened last year. This time I really have to wise up, be more mature. Though I'm still quite of me last year, Please bear with me as I want to try and change that bad part of me. It's really hard and the most I can do is to conceal it. But well, concealing is not everything so I really have to come clean with it one day. To W....i, though you can't see this, but here is what I can say to you. Though I would occasionally and usually bring ehem up, you don't know him, but he really made a very big impact to my life. I know it does hurts you. And if one day the whole cat have to be let out of the bag, I would gladly tell you what it is. But it have to come to and at the right time. I don't even know if I can still have feelings for you 4 months later. I really am not sure because I know my interest changes easily, its really really very very hard to really tie me down unless you have a similar goal with me. I can tell you right here my goal is to lead a happy life with me other half or live a fruitful life with no other half at all but lots of children. That's all, that what my goal is. Its not really a very difficult one but well, ambitions are different so you won't really have the real feeling for me. End here then. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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