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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Wednesday, September 21, 2011
I'm such a good girl. Be honest, I go to school for the sake of going but skipping school never came across my mind even if its extremely boring. And to be honest, I wonder how those that pon school enjoy teenage properly because schooling is part of teenage life that they will share with their next generation anyways. I'm such a good girl, no matter how terrible I feel, be it physically or mentally, I hardly take MC. :P Thats truth! So far I have yet to even take MC this year which is huge accomplishment. I always aim for that, No matter how strong my immune system is, I'll still fall sick at times. That is the moment I hate. Kay I'm writing this cause I totally feel Cherrying terrible right now. At least it's better than this morning and last night where it was running like a water tap and I can't even breath normally. Totally had a bad day in school today due to the non stop sniffing and running out of tissues... I always don't know whether it's a cold or a flu, what's the difference? Kay I'm really weird but I went to do a read up and I'm still confused, It both seem similar. And the muscle on my leg is aching. Best of all, it's exam period and how do I even fall now. Yesterday before I slept, I felt a very bad feeling of something stuck up in the nose and went to sleep hoping it would go away. I woke up for dinner, it felt like I shouldn't have woke up that night for dinner and slept throughout cause it felt terrible. I can't even shower properly because both my nose were blocked terrible. Last night before I slept, I swallowed two panadols. Still, it did nothing in effort to help. Sleeping, can't even sleep properly, I had to litterally breath through my mouth! I even offed the fan because it was so freaking cold. Felt so suffocated. Morning because I can't sleep properly, I actually woke up to my 6 o'clock alarm! Which I shouldn't have because school starts late today. See how badly of a damage it did? I got one full packet of tissue to school... USELESS! I ran out fast fast. Finally after school, Got some sunshine shine down on me, At least I felt better with the sun. But was going home so it was quite a short while. Finally now, Done with the bad and terrible nose block, Still a little sniffs here and there, But my throat is Freaking ITCHY! Coughing like this is much better though. However, it seriously makes my throat hurt like oh dammit! Kay maybe I shall stop here a little bit and get on with homework in case I can't handle it. Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Sleepy Chalet. Gosh I'm dammn dammn sleepy. Had quite a day today, Woke, they were all in ma jiong. My mum's a very very stubborn person. Say my cousin this and that never see how she treated others. Started off the day with the two little ones out swimming, Free suntan for that. Wrist been hurting real badly since that bowling, Seem to have hurt with banging it with the wall the other time. Pain like SHIT @#$% Then playground play until I damn sleepy orh biang. Then... Use comp. Then... Start fire for bbq. I guide means I guide uh, Meant for outdoors. ._, Then after that, Basketball! Shiok shiok. Ryan play down there all very reserve. Let him.. Ryan gone, All play like damn serious. I so short, they all height advantage. No wonder we lost.. But not bad, 30:28 2 scores away. Never play rule one, out don't care, travel don't care, body contact don't care, no need clear ball. Shiok lorh. I so law abiding play this, I'm in the disadvantage.... Come back Jia like nobody's business. Raymond kor kor only left that pathetic pittance for me to toast marshmallows. One big one, the rest all small small shattered ones. Then the ambers damm hot. In the end I hunted for the ambers that are big inside the whole pile and stack up. I rock man! Toast until like don't know what time. Watched Rise of Planet Apes. Damn funny and touching. Touching because Cesear being born smart, is willing to take leadership, Lead all the Apes into a greater height. Despite being mistreated by certain people, He knows how to judge. Certain people look down on animals. On that movie, I was so engross that I wanted Cesear to just kill the one that abused all the Apes. In the end he electrocuted himself with a little help of Cesear. I bet his much smarter then me! IQ very very high. IQ double in digit yearly super powderful. Now very tired, Hair ain't dried yet. Still kinda damp... Gonna lay still till it dry and maybe just fall asleep....... Well, I'm so long winded so I shall end here for the time being. When darkness stands to light, It ends tonight, It ends tonight, Just a little inside, won't make this right. Its too late to hide, It ends tonight, It ends tonight. It Ends Tonight - All American's Reject. Signing off, Forever and always stuck here, I'm dead serious. Cherrylicious her, Cherrified me, Cheryl. Sunday, September 4, 2011
Rolling in the deep~ We could have had it all! Rolling in the deep! You had my heart inside of your head. With you played it to the beat! Fine, cut the crap! Status report to ZhenZhen, I've not been thinking too much. Yup, good news indeed. Maybe I can really cut short the whole time to seriously, half a year. You said is this your first time in love? I'll have to tell you, Yes his the first one that made me lose myself. But he is now a part of my life that made me learn more. Learn about really that and more about heartbreak. My mum made me learn about how cruel life can be, POL made me learn about how bad reality is. My school made me learn what is call cheapskate, Girl Guides made me learn about inside corruption, NDP made me learn unity, My life made me learn to face up to the uncertainties. Learning is a point and an everyday thing in life. Face it, we all have a lot to learn. Even when we die, we have still yet to learn everthing. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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