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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Monday, October 24, 2011
Bad results. Results turn out not so good. :/ But anticipated that much of it already. After exam, life is like: "Sleep sleep sleep" Every time, or everyday, I'm so sleepy. Almost as if I can't live without sleeping. LOL At night, things goes worse, it's like it stops me from sleeping. For example, last night, I had a terrible headache that can't get me to sleep. T.T Post exam stress maybe? Today is promotion day already! Hopefully I can get promoted to 3 express next year and hopefully my Chinese teacher saw a mistake in the marks that I did pass my Chinese and let me not take CLB. Confirm with her tomorrow. Overall, I passed all my subjects except Science T.T Failed science like badly... I not a girl who is fill with intelligence in the brain and I'm still a child. In the past, I don't think there's such things as teenagers so mostly, I suppose it's mentioned as child. So I'm still a kid as a matter of fact and no intention to grow up that fast either. However, being a teenager gives the advantage of being mature when I like and when the time is right and being childish for all I like when the time is right as well. Like, when I'm annoyed with the class, I'll be like "Seriously guys, grow up ." And when I'm with mummy and not annoyed with her, I'll be like "Mummy I want ice cream!" Different circumstances different aspects to act according to. It's in a terms, seems like double face ain't? Well who isn't? In front of different people, we tend to show different parts of us. It's not really double face to me but more like little parts the makes a full me. And nobody knows what or who or how or why and where is the full me. Only I myself knows about everything about me because I am me! Voila! I'm gonna leave that hypocritical class this year and face it, as much as we all hate to say it, it's the worst class I've ever been to. Much worse than 5-3. No matter how bad or infamous 5-3 was, there was still this one important value in our class: We had teamwork and we did not discriminate anybody or bully anyone in the class. We work together against the bullies that bullied our classmates, be it whether they are acquaintance or just solely classmate and nothing as. We know where to stop and where is it to go too far. And we were all still so young then! And this year, It's so much more childish, and playing all innocent in everything. Those hypocrites are the worst. Acting like they are your good friend at a moment and bad mouthing you to others non stop. Can't help it but pity their shallowness and low self esteem thinking that they are awesome when they are so not. It's not about being popular or being the main clique or whatever else shit there is. It's about the class spirit of teamwork and working together as a class. It's not about the so called "class outing" or the bonding because it really means nothing when there is discrimination among people. They really need to learn hard, learn and read an really get this very word, Grow Up . |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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